You don't love me, Three

You don't love me,
but
i think you do.
You swat me
like a fly
You draw me
like a moth
You taste me
sublime
You don't love me
but
you do.
I am your honeypot
you dip me
I am your muse
read me
I am your
friend
hug me
i am your lover
consume me
All the while
tell me
You don't love me.

You dont love me, Two

You don't love me
nor i you.
You think you do,
but i am just
a commodity
an employee
When you hold my hand
it's in thankfulness
that i don't call you out
in your sick
little
childhood
dramas
I hear your momma
I feel your daddy
as you
vaccumn your carpets
in perfect,
triangular lines
and i
Tiptoe
around you,
waiting for my check
waiting for the axe
knowing you see me
"as the perfect little woman"
plain,
pliable,
personable,
Thankful,
so thankful,
that you only taste my
heart, the blood you find there
you only taste my mind,
and steal my intelligence,
That the rape,
"if you allow it, is it rape?"
doesn't
Permeate
Doesn't
Penetrate
My body.
I will still Burn
the bedclothes
i wore
with you.

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You Don't love Me

You don't love me
because
if you did
you'd have a jar
an old jar...
and fill it with pennies
many pennies

quarters, and the odd
dollar
saving up
for the time
you can pay your penance
to youthful
ignorance
and love me
spoon me
joy me
unite with me
heart to heart
quietly
skin to skin
passionately
just be
a couple
a good couple
so rare
so sweet
But
you don't love me
enough.

Blind Touch

I
don't mean to touch you
But
Touch you i do...
Taste you, too, luscious, mmnn too.
I
don't want to love you
just devour you,
it's true
but when my hunger is satied,
love you
i do.
You send me home
won't snuggle with me
and that's when i know
you don't love me
just devour me
it's true.
Or
is it?

Abandon Me

Abandon me
in your desire
Lose me
in your heat
Taste me
all over
I open
flower bruised
I open
flash fire.
I don't care
who has come before
i dont care
who will come
Just have to have
this moment
this searing flame
of your
Desire
I abandon
Me
I flood you
Answer your flame
flooded
Crazy, wicked, willing
Abandoned
to desire
Desire.

Poisened

Poisened,
I
Scrape the skin
tender skin
Burning, itching skin
(i told everyone it was)
(an allergic reaction)
to an evergreen.
I know better..it was my heart
trying to protect
The
best of filet
inside my arms.
My mind won't protest
So my body does
Producing Disease,
And
Boils rise,
poisened,
from the tree
tree i pruned
keeping you
from me.
Poisened,
I
Weep.
Like my skin
Poisened from
the touch
of you.
Cryptic,
i know
I speak not
of your death mask
your
deadly grin.
As you touch me,
love me,
poisening
my skin.

On the Tip of my Tongue

Pink, pointed, ballerina toed,
I pause, pirouetting
Ready to dip low.


I taste the line of your chin
seashell of your ear
plunge into your mouth
wet desire, here.
You are pinned,
held helpless
by the tip of my tongue.
Held by my rhythmn,
held by my hum
I dance you
with the tip of my tongue.

If You Want Me

Slide your hand
up the silk of my thigh
I won't help you
i won't wide
I won't move
just so,
or sigh.
Slide your hand
up the silk of my thigh
If you want me,
just slide.